Out with the old, in with the new

           If years were people, 2020 would be the most disliked person in the world. 2020 would be the type to make little kids purposefully cry, or run over an animal with no remorse. Last year was a tough one for all of us. I remember myself having a mental breakdown during my birthday. ECQ was implemented during that time. Trust me, the last thing you wanna feel is to cry on your birthday. Last year, I was at the lowest point of my life. There were many times where I cried myself to sleep. There were things that surprised me and broke my heart. It messed up my mental health big time. I can also say that I was unproductive. I didn't manage my time well. 

           I am going to try to be efficient beginning this year. I'm gonna be more productive by following my schedule strictly. This year, I'm going to try my best to start working out. I just wanna say that it's okay to be unproductive (and just be human). In life, you're gonna rise and fall and sometimes you're gonna stay completely still and that's okay because you gotta do you at your own pace. 

           At the end of the year, I look forward to a better version of myself. I will not miss the darkness of you, 2020, and the great pain you have caused. I cannot speak for everyone but, we have felt the lows and the highs and everything in between. We will feel the impact of you long after you end, but we will learn to live beyond it and grow into something better.

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Reference: https://www.dailycal.org/2020/12/10/looking-to-the-future-reflecting-on-the-past-a-letter-of-goodbye-to-2020/